Dollplicity

最近很忙 忙到快窒息了 很多功课 感觉快做不完了 很多挑战 感觉快撑不住了 脾气也暴躁了很多很多 遭殃的是S 我需要一个人 在自己身心疲惫的时候随叫随到 任凭自己发泄而不会生气  这样的人不多 而被我遇上了 这个sem好像比上个sem更忙了 科目也比上个sem难很多  我需要时间来过滤这七个星期我到底学了什么 重点我好像什么都没学到!! 上帝很聪明 世界上最宝贵的3样东西 用钱买不到 时间 生命 与 爱 我的时间都用在功课上了 可是我不后悔  想想我来这里的目的 所以咬牙也要努力走下去 这个sem也必须安全度过 不然之前的努力都白费了 我还是学不会如何享受拿着note读书的感觉 可是还有3年要走 我必须找到读书的乐趣 呆在S身边 就超有安全感 即使很累 他还是会在我有需要时第一时间赶到 你是我的力量 所以我要帮你实现梦想 有时想呆在S身边什么都不做 就这样一辈子吧  可惜的是 我还有我的理想 我的目标 我的家人 我的生活 那么 等到我想依赖 能依赖的时候 请给我肩膀=) 做了决定就不能后悔 我决定住进单人房了 不是因为吵架 不是因为不满 而是我想证明 在夜晚我也能一个人睡 自从爸爸离开后 我再也没有独自一人睡觉 我该长大了 不能老是怀念过去 可是 我承认 我很想他 自己一人的时候 特别想他 我知道妈妈还是担心我 我说我想搬单人房时: 她第一句话就问 你敢一个人睡吗? 我敢 我会证明 我可以一个人 打理自己的生活 我不怕黑 只是怕寂寞 我会好好照顾自己 不让自己生病的 1104 这个我住了将近一年的房子 有很多很多回忆 认识很多housemate的房子 我住 宿 在这里 现在 舍 不得离开 宿舍 真的 离开1104后 什么都会瓦解 连同我们的回忆 也只会被留在这个空空的房子 Alice 毕业了, Koo 和二佬搬去我们隔壁的房子, 只剩我和老瑜住同一间屋子, Ivan 决定继续留在1104, 连阿废也搬到比现在远的宿舍去 1104 从陌生变到熟悉 可以像家人一样互相关心的朋友  现在必须改变称呼了 从我的house mate变成我的朋友 回忆 孤单的躺在 1104 ='( 我要搬家了 要一个人住了  当然 要更加省钱了 单人房真的比双人房贵很多很多 我怕家人...

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Last saturday, I and S went KL for celebrate our first valentine day. Actually we plan it long time, I want with S walk around the world. My bro gt give me money as my b'day present. So i still gt enough money to spend. We decided to live 1 night because we late set off. We take bus go KL, unlucky we meet S friend at KL.  Firstly, we take LRT to KLCC, then we window shopping a while. Products inside really not suitable for us, too expensive. Then we join a cool tech event for visit PETRONAS company. This activities waste a lot time of us, we stay inside almost 3++ hours. This event no only play and fun also can increase our externa knowledge. Know a lot of petroleum oil and special stone,  also understand about how petroleum produce. Its nice experience. Our ticket . S hand can go through electric Lolx. Amazing? XD.. Cool Technologies. Still gt a lot of photo =P Almost 7++pm, we only leave there. Actually we still gt many thing haven't play but time up le. Th...

I take 2 days leave go back hometown celebrate CNY. My cousin fetch me go Lumut this time and my third uncle waiting me more than 3 hour. Just due to scared me don't know how to take ferry. =.=''' Miss my lovely mom and my family. 1 years not see they still no any change. My bro late then me reached, his cut a new hair style, all my relative comment is worse=.=''' Hahaha.. Laugh die me. My whole family, although lack some cousin but still happily. All my relative come back at reunion day. Tat day we very busy for pray our ancestors, I feel bored cause nothing can do. Phone line also poor at the same time, miss my S so much. After pray, we start have our reunion dinner. I ate a lot, so yummy, full of home flavor. I love it. One year one time, whole family eat tgt. I feel warm. My mom and my bro. I love them. I alrd big but my mom still unable to let my be independent. I know you all care me, I alrd big, I can make decision now I can take care ...

R.C.M photo again When this event officially end, we still meet up for continuous build our relationship. Last week, R.C.M committee treat us yum cha at night. Totally we gt 100++ helpers, but tat day only gt 50++ helpers join us. This is first time i yum cha with so many ppl, totally we gt 15++ table link together. So exaggeration, unfortunately we cant talk with ppl sit far with us. After yum cha, we continuous our activities, we went lakeside chit chat and play game till late. Last Saturday, we went Ipoh Parade for buy Chinese new year cloth. But i didn't buy anythings except a dress and also bought a bag for S. I so happiness, no need take bas go anywhere, always gt S fetch me. This time different, S back hometown then i need take bas myself. I feel pek che. If S here, situation maybe will different. I cant without you. 27.01.11 , R.C.M organize a Chinese New Year BBQ for all helpers. I reached early so i wait until about 40 minute only can eat. Sat at the floor a...

My result this semester came out already. Better then last semester. So satisfied with my this semester results. Although not very good but also not bad. I hope next semester also will keep this results. Thank god.=) ------------------------------------------- After i few days live at Kampar, bacteria found me. I was infected by bacteria. My right hand had a small wound but i ignore it. Few days gone, the small wound started fester and my left hand side start occurs another wound. OMG. When i was primary six, my leg also got this kind of situation. That time is my mom brings me to clinic to operate but this time i don't wan operate anymore. Then i called my mom, she asked me go see doctor first. I knew i made her worry le =( S brought me to see doctor, then the doctor said i just need eat medicine If after three day still can't recover then need to operate =( My 5 package of medicine. Three days ago, luckily my hand already recover a bit. Not so swell compared to ...

I alrd reached Kampar. I saw the face i always miss. When his saw me his face became red like an apple. Just 4 days, we can miss each other like 4 years never meet. So exaggerate. He cut a short hair, but still handsome.=P -------------------------------- Next day, i went for a small helper talk. I though just need to stay back 2-3 hours. Instead not, i stay at campus half day. Quite tired. 2 days activities and training really not bad. Can earn a lot of experience. Saturday, we went Ipoh for shopping. Firstly, we went My Point for our lunch. This soup really delicious. Actually i don't like to drink mushroom soup but this mushroom soup was different. Inside the mushroom soup got add in vegetables, so this called Vegetable-mushroom soap. This soup not more mushroom flavor although it look like a bit thick. Yummy, Wow. This is the mushroom soup i never drink before. First taste not bad. I like it so much. I wear a old school type tat day but S wear korean type =.=...

终于2011了 后年就是世界末日了 XDXD 2010 算是我人生转泪点的一年 很多很多事都等待我去挑战 2010 SPM过后 我开始了我5个月的工作 认识了很多人 也学了很多东西 我珍惜着 和你们一起的时光 现在的大家有的还留在原地 而我离开了 我想读书一定能为我的未来装上很美的色彩 所以我坚决去读书了 在那边的5个月 学到的经验 必身受用 ----------------------------------------- 我决定离开去读书的前一天 我还想其实留在这里和好朋友家人一起也不错 我怕 我担心 我浪费家人的钱却一无所成                                    2010,February 一个人只身去个陌生的坏境 适应能力一定要很强 刚开始上课 还不熟悉一切时 很担心 很怕 我真的很想家 可是我不觉得辛苦 有低调Gangs在的关系吧                                    2010, April 在去读书之前 和我的晶子两个 我很压抑 因为我不想离开你 我知道我还是会离开 而你会过的很好很好 我庆幸着 你还是你                                        晶子和我 我要珍惜你很久很久 今年我还要和你拍很多很多照                                      ...