Monkiss, 2016!
Time flies, time really turned fast this year.
My short memories and unsolvable troubles make me forget what I encounter because it's seen so fast to recall back what actually happen.
I have no time to recall what happened for this year.
Honestly, work filled up my life.
I faced a lot troubles for this year.
I don't know start from when, I know it's must be something that made me even stronger.
At the first half year, my luck turned to very bad.
I encounter many thing that never happened to me before like car accident, robbery, career downturn, relationship breakdown etc.
I felt so much difficult, so much lose, so much coward for myself.
At the end I thought I will even cry at the mid of night but I'm not.
I don't even cry, Right to said, I don't even have time to cry.
This is why I can handle so far to avoid myself to cry. This company make me strong.
Unexpectedly, my downturn period keep troubling me for almost a year.
So I live like a zombie as I don't know what will attack me later.
My eye keep shiver and my year made me so tired.
I'm so tired, yet I still don't have any insomnia problems.
I slept quite well maybe because life drain my energy.
You may not believe what I encounter but all those thing made me felt its common.
I stay myself positive, very POSITIVE to avoid emotional breakdown.
I don't blame my life, maybe this year I didn't work harder or even live in comfort zone.
I scared, then I give up. I'm that kind of people if I put myself a little ease then I get troubles.
Is so tired. I always keep myself in right vibes.
I remember when the car hit my car, the stronger force turn to me, my mine is blank.
And I go down and settle myself. It's hurt because I do not who should I look for at my unfamiliar place.
Luckily everything settled, next day I continue work but my heart is so much influenced.
2 days after, I get robbed but I escape it.
Next month, I dropped RM2k.
The next month, my manager, my mentor resigned.
Those matter follow one by one. I not time to response then thing passed.
Very mess, my mind very mess, my heart so much misery and myself was like a zombie.
I can't remember how I walk through all this myself.
I don't even share to someone, I have no time to share.
My mind so complicated that time yet I no time to solve it.
I don't share with my family, I won't let them worry.
Because of my work, I need to stay outside often. They don't know what I happened.
So my only relieve is stay at home and seeing them. My only happiness that time.
Of course, not all day is under pressure.
I felt glad because I travel 4 times for this year.
I went place I haven't been before. That become my only escape to all my uncertainty.
Escape oversea can really temporary forget all your painfulness and worriness.
That's why I like travel. My mind, my heart all mentally release.
So make a deal, get yourself at least out of you space one time a year.
A year was somehow too long, so bring your bag and soul out.
My friends becomes my main support out of all shit.
Just listen what they said, my shit like all gone.
Although I'm single, but my life was fruitful than others.
Single doesn't trouble me. I enjoy my life.
I really hope 2016 can be smoothest, I dont greedy for perfect or lucky.
I just want simple and easy.
Myself and my company, I hope I can pass through all these this year.
I try my best in everything already.
Please let me at least feel a little happy and passion in everything I do.
Hi, 2016.
Even people said 2016 is a bad luck year for monkey.
But I still believe nothing can beat me down from all these now.
New year resolution:
1. Gym at least 1 per week
2. Travel with family
3. Travel to Japan or Korea
4. Bank account more than RMXXk
5. Change phone
6. Contented
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给自己力量 很多我们以为过不去的 我们终究会过去的
My short memories and unsolvable troubles make me forget what I encounter because it's seen so fast to recall back what actually happen.
I have no time to recall what happened for this year.
Honestly, work filled up my life.
I faced a lot troubles for this year.
I don't know start from when, I know it's must be something that made me even stronger.
At the first half year, my luck turned to very bad.
I encounter many thing that never happened to me before like car accident, robbery, career downturn, relationship breakdown etc.
I felt so much difficult, so much lose, so much coward for myself.
At the end I thought I will even cry at the mid of night but I'm not.
I don't even cry, Right to said, I don't even have time to cry.
This is why I can handle so far to avoid myself to cry. This company make me strong.
Unexpectedly, my downturn period keep troubling me for almost a year.
So I live like a zombie as I don't know what will attack me later.
My eye keep shiver and my year made me so tired.
I'm so tired, yet I still don't have any insomnia problems.
I slept quite well maybe because life drain my energy.
You may not believe what I encounter but all those thing made me felt its common.
I stay myself positive, very POSITIVE to avoid emotional breakdown.
I don't blame my life, maybe this year I didn't work harder or even live in comfort zone.
I scared, then I give up. I'm that kind of people if I put myself a little ease then I get troubles.
Is so tired. I always keep myself in right vibes.
I remember when the car hit my car, the stronger force turn to me, my mine is blank.
And I go down and settle myself. It's hurt because I do not who should I look for at my unfamiliar place.
Luckily everything settled, next day I continue work but my heart is so much influenced.
2 days after, I get robbed but I escape it.
Next month, I dropped RM2k.
The next month, my manager, my mentor resigned.
Those matter follow one by one. I not time to response then thing passed.
Very mess, my mind very mess, my heart so much misery and myself was like a zombie.
I can't remember how I walk through all this myself.
I don't even share to someone, I have no time to share.
My mind so complicated that time yet I no time to solve it.
I don't share with my family, I won't let them worry.
Because of my work, I need to stay outside often. They don't know what I happened.
So my only relieve is stay at home and seeing them. My only happiness that time.
Of course, not all day is under pressure.
I felt glad because I travel 4 times for this year.
I went place I haven't been before. That become my only escape to all my uncertainty.
Escape oversea can really temporary forget all your painfulness and worriness.
That's why I like travel. My mind, my heart all mentally release.
So make a deal, get yourself at least out of you space one time a year.
A year was somehow too long, so bring your bag and soul out.
My friends becomes my main support out of all shit.
Just listen what they said, my shit like all gone.
Although I'm single, but my life was fruitful than others.
Single doesn't trouble me. I enjoy my life.
I really hope 2016 can be smoothest, I dont greedy for perfect or lucky.
I just want simple and easy.
Myself and my company, I hope I can pass through all these this year.
I try my best in everything already.
Please let me at least feel a little happy and passion in everything I do.
Hi, 2016.
Even people said 2016 is a bad luck year for monkey.
But I still believe nothing can beat me down from all these now.
New year resolution:
1. Gym at least 1 per week
2. Travel with family
3. Travel to Japan or Korea
4. Bank account more than RMXXk
5. Change phone
6. Contented
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给自己力量 很多我们以为过不去的 我们终究会过去的
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