Week 14, Exam Period.

Alright, back to my "must do"routine of all semester- exam period
I really nervous, upset and worry. Every semester I must pass through this period
This period is so uneasy and indescribable but this is the sem before my internship
I actually look forward to my internship. I quite happy finally I gonna go for intern*
This mean I going to graduate soon. The only poor reason for intern is I gonna separate with my S
But I believe if we want, we will get through it :)
I don't know why my event friends surround me was so desperate to stay at campus even they have the chances to be off
They like campus so much, as me too but I wish to fly out from this birdcage
I knew the feeling of separate with friends but we can't stuck at the same place over and over again
Graduation is only our goals and plans, as an university student, maybe?

Back to my topic, EXAM

Yeap, I quite nervous and felt uneasy
This all blame to my curiosity to try my friend tarot card
He predict that my result will be worst, my effort not enough and my expectation will failed me
Gosh, what will you feel when you heard this kind of prediction?
I quite shocked and I stuck at my room to do nothing after that
Motivation gone. Courage gone. Leave nothing with me
Nooooo, nothing can defeat me ! I am who I am. 
How can I just listen something "may not" happen and make myself lost?
If the prediction is true, I still have chances to make it back
But, the problem is my MOTIVATION gone
Funny, the closer of exam, the closer i get no motive :(
Two subjects must be pass this semester, now I really just want a "pass"
No more expectation and disappointment

What will your future look like? Everyone of us want to be wealth or success

I just want my dream come true even my dream can't help me make money or success
so, exam is just a pass of future, it's will not determine your faith
I want get good result, not because I wish the fame or proud or what
Simply because this can reduce my financial burden
I not came from rich family, so I need use own strength make all thing better
Even maybe I am fail to do so, but at least I try
Exam , future, dream, if I can't achieve all but at least I must get one done
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My love, is like a rose
It may be look beautiful now, but my thorns will hurt your one day
Maybe I fragrant, but the closer you get, the more I will hurt you
-LeeHi, Rose-

S, thank for being with this rose. Even you was bleeding, you will never show your pain
You know that, It's really hard to express my appreciation but I want you know, you deserve the good one
Love, is not that enough to express my feeling to you. I want you know my feeling more than love.
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If you want my heart, you must take my pain too. :')

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