For, You.

This post is write for my S, so can skip it. :D
I still remain the same, I still no grow up like the mature girl.
Still very depend him, still lose temper every time when the thing no smooth.
But he beside me, listen my troubles, solve my problems.

I like he right-side face, look serious.
Sometime you want me be independence, I do really try.
But once i faced you, all I trying to do will ruin.
You always said me like a child but you still acc me crazy. look you more like a child.
Sometime do really feel, actually you no so love me.
But you prove that you are.
I touching everything you do, just do not express.
We are no perfect, we accepted.
Sometime, scared you will meet the one who perfect than me.
So I control you, angry with you, mad with you.
But you find a way let me escape. The way escape to you heart.

I like a fool, love fool, I admit I do not know to love.
So I learning, learning to love you and people around me.
Sometime really frustrated for my attitude right?
Haha, I will try my best to change. But sorry I need some time.

I know you try your best to fit with me.
My talking style, my eating style, my weird behavior, worse attitude.
One year can lead us to future? I waiting for.
When I grow up, no innocent, no dependent,
can prove my ability, can earn money, can be gentle,
that time let us make the most important decision.

In this process, please bear with me.
Please still concern me and give me full energy to carry all my work.
No pretty enough but i use smile to melt you.
No gentle enough but still will cook for you,
No generous enough but will give the best for you,
No clever enough but won't be the stupid.

You know, I love you so much.
I missing you everyday when I have space, my brain is full of you.
My mind was control by you. Of course, i controlled your mind too.
I appreciated you much, cherish everything in my life.
I believe someone close my window will open a door for me.
Now I pray so I met you.
Be the one who open my door. Because I want you be the one.
Don't close my door, don't off my light. I scare be alone again.
I hate the feel be abandon.

My love, hold my hand as now you do.
<3 you.