Sem 3 Week 9
Week 9 already, everyday rush rush rush don't know for what.
Mid-term and assignment seen never stop.
I want some personal time to do personal thing even like update my blog.
I want date with S, although everyday meet each other but just feel not enough for us.
But i feels good for everything, I cherish it.
Busy but substantial. Already used of Uni life.
I feels scared for losing my love one.
Every couple also gt argue but mine one more special.
We won't argue over 1 hours. My temper more bad.
Every time after argue I will keep quite, no talking anything, ignore him.
He actually hate this kind of attitude but my personality like that.
Although that, he also will cheer me up. His already give me enough.
Sometime, i feel guilty for order his to do something.
I know he is willing to do it but sometime really feel sorry.
He didn't own me anything, he could no need help me do so much.
Due to love it is really too much. Thank you is everyday before sleep i say to you.
Thank for everything although sometime we will argue.
Argue is a way to let me know you more and let you know me more.
I know you love me. I cherish too.
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I hate feeling of separate. 2012 is coming soon.
I still gt many thing haven't do but if really is real i will accept.
But i miss my mom, can i right hand hold my mom another hand hold my S.
Then say end of the world, come bah. I don't scare.
Because i already hold the hand i most love in the world.
Pray for Japan. Tsunami and earthquake brings lot of hurt for world.
End of the world reach? Pray for us.
Protect our earth seen like too late but if we do it now maybe still can save our earth.
Feel sad for natural disaster happen in our life. =(
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Recently, my tear will drop easily due to not so important thing.
Cry for nothing. My body already recover. KQ don't worry me.
I fine. I very miss you. I just feel stress for everything.
Maybe this is last sem for my foundation course. If fail, it really bring me a lot of disappoint.
Luckily, i still gt S and friends beside. I can easily handle this tension.
I want do perfect thing but i not a perfect person.
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Friends, feel not very close with friends because of busy and lack of communication.
Relationship with them although not change but feel nothing can talk between us.
Simple concern cant even bring close for us.
A sweet friends which mean friends can always do a small thing touching your heart.
Luckily i gt this kind of friends beside me.
Who treat me good, who treat me bad, i can know. I not blind.
So thank for those care me and protect me a lot.
I miss KQ, Laopo and JingZi again. ='(
You all gt miss me at the same time? =)
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Tomorrow is my Mid-term of International Studies.
I totally lost. I don't know what i can study.
I don't know what i should study. Stuck for it.
So result come out is poor. Don't blame me. =)
I already stuck for it. Look at my note. Nothing in my mind.
Next day, exam Computing Technology.
I don't like it, totally. I hate to memories those term and definition.
So, just leave 2 days, i do nothing in this two mid-term.
My study mood gone. I wan to sleep and hug S tightly in my dream.
I wan to be normal and don't so crazy anymore.
Being crazy really not use for me.
I just wan to create an obstacle to avoid blame myself. Yup, I am.
Sorry for myself.
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Everyday busy until i don't know what i busying for?
Now is mid-night 350am, should i sleep? XDXD.
Night. =P
Mid-term and assignment seen never stop.
I want some personal time to do personal thing even like update my blog.
I want date with S, although everyday meet each other but just feel not enough for us.
But i feels good for everything, I cherish it.
Busy but substantial. Already used of Uni life.
I feels scared for losing my love one.
Every couple also gt argue but mine one more special.
We won't argue over 1 hours. My temper more bad.
Every time after argue I will keep quite, no talking anything, ignore him.
He actually hate this kind of attitude but my personality like that.
Although that, he also will cheer me up. His already give me enough.
Sometime, i feel guilty for order his to do something.
I know he is willing to do it but sometime really feel sorry.
He didn't own me anything, he could no need help me do so much.
Due to love it is really too much. Thank you is everyday before sleep i say to you.
Thank for everything although sometime we will argue.
Argue is a way to let me know you more and let you know me more.
I know you love me. I cherish too.
-----------------------------------------------
I hate feeling of separate. 2012 is coming soon.
I still gt many thing haven't do but if really is real i will accept.
But i miss my mom, can i right hand hold my mom another hand hold my S.
Then say end of the world, come bah. I don't scare.
Because i already hold the hand i most love in the world.
Pray for Japan. Tsunami and earthquake brings lot of hurt for world.
End of the world reach? Pray for us.
Protect our earth seen like too late but if we do it now maybe still can save our earth.
Feel sad for natural disaster happen in our life. =(
----------------------------------------------
Recently, my tear will drop easily due to not so important thing.
Cry for nothing. My body already recover. KQ don't worry me.
I fine. I very miss you. I just feel stress for everything.
Maybe this is last sem for my foundation course. If fail, it really bring me a lot of disappoint.
Luckily, i still gt S and friends beside. I can easily handle this tension.
I want do perfect thing but i not a perfect person.
---------------------------------------------
Friends, feel not very close with friends because of busy and lack of communication.
Relationship with them although not change but feel nothing can talk between us.
Simple concern cant even bring close for us.
A sweet friends which mean friends can always do a small thing touching your heart.
Luckily i gt this kind of friends beside me.
Who treat me good, who treat me bad, i can know. I not blind.
So thank for those care me and protect me a lot.
I miss KQ, Laopo and JingZi again. ='(
You all gt miss me at the same time? =)
-----------------------------------------------
Tomorrow is my Mid-term of International Studies.
I totally lost. I don't know what i can study.
I don't know what i should study. Stuck for it.
So result come out is poor. Don't blame me. =)
I already stuck for it. Look at my note. Nothing in my mind.
Next day, exam Computing Technology.
I don't like it, totally. I hate to memories those term and definition.
So, just leave 2 days, i do nothing in this two mid-term.
My study mood gone. I wan to sleep and hug S tightly in my dream.
I wan to be normal and don't so crazy anymore.
Being crazy really not use for me.
I just wan to create an obstacle to avoid blame myself. Yup, I am.
Sorry for myself.
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Everyday busy until i don't know what i busying for?
Now is mid-night 350am, should i sleep? XDXD.
Night. =P
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